The Truth.

About Me

My names Amanda and its extremely hard to sum up myself in a box. I can get really crazy to the point where I am bouncing off the walls but there is a serious side to me. When ever a journal or a piece of paper is in front of me is the time I usually am myself. I love to write about things that mean alot to me such as emotions, things I think are wrong or need to be changed in this world, or poetry. A lot of people think all I write are dark and gloomy things but they are incorrect. I put my heart into whatever I write, unless its completely useless like boring topics in school for essays. I am very outgoing, so I am told, and i love to meet new people and hang out with my friends. Music is a huge part of who I am and a big inspiration to what I write. Family is always number one for me but friends don't fall to far behind. I don't tolerate hatred towards people based on religion, sexual orientation, gender, skin color, ect. People are all the same yet different. We are all the same on a certain level, but everyone is different. I dislike people who act like something they aren't just to hang out with certain people or to be in the "it" crowd ( which I think is totally bs). I don't talk to haters, betrayers, liars, fakes, hippocrates, and stereotypes. If nobody wants you, why should I? I have experienced more when I was young than most teenagers didn't have to go through until late high school. My parents divorce payed a great toll on me along with other things to graphic for me to share. i had a hard childhood but I am mostly over it. I still look back and see if there was something I could have changed but then realized what's the point? You cant change the past so now I am just making the best of the present and trying to make it through the pointless everyday high school drama. Ned ( which is a girl lol) Although we just started hanging out a year ago, I consider you my sister. You have helped me so much and you might not even realize it. When I was upset, you were there. When I was trying to figure out why so many bad things happened to me, you were there. When my dad was making my life a living hell, you were there. When I was completely lost and needed a person to put me back on track, you were there. The point is, whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to you were always there for me and I just want to say thank you for your friendship. Our friendship is one major factor that helped me get out of the depressed state I was in and make me realize for all the bad things in my life, there is always a good thing that helps outweigh it and sometimes it might not always seem that way, there are always more good things then bad. You were and are a good thing. Thanks for being my best friend Ned and I hope we will be for ever and always.